Tuesday, March 30, 2021

First Love


I had brought her here to share my secret winter's temple - just a boy.

Snow laden trees, grey sky, soft clouds of icy breath, brittle black branches in the quiet of the snow - my forest.

She wore a long woolen coat over her youthful body. Flakes of snow falling gently on her long blonde hair cascading over her upturned collar in silken beauty. 

Turning back to look at me, her blue eyes shining - a soft smile.

I had brought her here to share my secret winter's temple with my love. 

We stood very close amidst the trees, gentle breaths, foreheads just touching, eyes closed, the snow gently falling

Winters precious hush surrounding so much love.

My first


 


The monster in the mirror

In today’s world of jet travel, international financial entanglement between nations, and the blending of cultures, nationalism becomes just a form of racism and xenophobia, cloaked in a flag. ‘Nation’, at least as nationalists refer to it, is in fact, illusion, an attempt to feel safe amidst a rapidly changing, scary, ever shrinking world. Lines in the sand as the tide washes in. 

  

These nationalists seem to prefer fascism as their form of governance. Blind allegiance to a leader, a father figure (almost always male) whose instincts, according to him, supersede law, science, even reality itself - his instincts always right. Pretty simple, and if you can convince yourself that it’s true, pretty reassuring.  

 

Fueled by ignorance, fear, and nationalism, fascism is a rigid, black and white approach to nation, to life. But despite knowing, at least deep down, that fascism ultimately fails by its own rigid limitations, it is nevertheless too tempting, too xenophobic, to hate filled, and too 'safe', for nationalists not to have grasped at it, at least for the short term, all throughout history. The world as it really is just all too much - they haven’t the knowledge or critical thinking skills to properly deal with it - and so they grasp at false, fabricated simplicity through exclusion, hate, and altered reality. 

  

Up until recently we thought of fascism as an arcane historical relic. Mussolini and Hitler modern day aberrations, most likely the result of someone briefly opening the gates of hell. How could such a limited, ignorant, self-confining approach to life be possible amidst our ever-shrinking world, our ever more literate population – with the greatest access to information ever before seen on earth? 

  

And yet 74 million Americans voted for a fascist in 2020 whose successful election would have meant the end of our democratic republic. Why? 

  

The reasons are many and complex but are all centered on ignorance, and an inability for critical thinking in an age of information. Today’s world is a scary world. The blurring of borders and traditions disrupts the comfort found in familiarity and old ways. Combine that with a deluge of unchecked information from the internet, and a willingness of certain media outlets to distort reality and to outright lie in order to enhance profit, and the curtain begins to pull back. A lot of these people begin with a lack of knowledge of their world, and an inability to critically assess things even if they had the knowledge. Now create a separate reality laced with fear and people become capable of almost anything. 


Ignorance and false reality are at the heart of America’s divisiveness. If we take the most ardent racists and ignorant xenophobes and immerse them say with an Iraqi or Iranian family for six months with no hope of escape – they will come to no longer fear or hate them as a people. They will welcome them to their homes with open arms. They will have learned these people are humans, with the same dreams, thoughts, hopes, as themselves. That in fact, they are human, and they matter. A little knowledge is a beautiful thing. 


And if that’s true then it is ignorance, fear, and false reality that fuels our hate, our divisiveness, our nationalism. And if that is true – who else do we ultimately blame but ourselves? All of us. For we are a society that has become focused on materialism, consumerism, wealth, and profit instead of knowledge, reason, and truth. 


These last four years were but a small peek at the ultimate price to be paid for such a society. Ignorance, fear, hate, divineness, all manipulated, bought, sold, and encouraged in a rudderless society adrift on an ocean of selfishness, greed, materialism, and profit. It will be the end of our democracy, perhaps even the end of us, unless we fundamentally change and do so very soon.



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Wednesday, March 10, 2021

Body Eternal

Atoms come, atoms go. In and out of our bodies all of our lives. To a great degree we are not of the same stuff birth to aged.

Our 'self'  then really a framework of genetic expression that replenishes itself with fresh atoms in a battle against entropy, damage, and dysfunction.

We are as a painting programmed to continually replace its fading pigments with fresh - within the pattern of the original painting. An immortal painting, an immortal self.

Ah, but what to do with all the bodies?

Old age is the programmed inhibition of renewal - it is not a consequence of time. It is a biological process that evolved into existence as strategy for the continuation of species, making room for the next generation to thrive and adapt.

But any biologic process can be stopped, reversed, manipulated.

Only a matter of time.




Saturday, March 6, 2021

This Our Youth

The cancel culture. 

When I was their age it was the counter culture based on peace, love, and understanding. These people are the most rigid, judgmental, unforgiving, cruel people Ive ever known. What assholes. 

The last time we saw such a vicious culture of hate, rush to judgment, and disproportionality in this country, it was being led by Joseph McCarthy.

Glee in destroying peoples lives is messed up - this our youth. 

Wednesday, March 3, 2021

Lets Stop Murdering

For the most part trees do not murder. In fact most of the time they help each other through underground fungal networks root to root. 

You, on the other hand, have murdered nearly every day of your life. If you ingest life - plant, animal,  fungi, protoctista or monera, you are a murderer. You kill life in order to survive. 

Trees don't murder. It’s possible then that we could learn to stop. 


Tuesday, March 2, 2021

Focus is Everything

Modern day western medicine's focus is on defeating disease. 

It should be on promoting quality life. 

Waves On Waves and Stars

                                      
    
    Waves On Waves
                                        
    
    Waves on waves
    Carry me under 
    the sunshines
    blaze onto the lazy
    days with candies
    and a maze 

    Stars

    Stars shining in the sky 
    see them shine
    so bright and high
    If I knew all their names
    I could draw space

    Anya Phillips       
    (7 years old sailing down the Central American Coast )





Monday, March 1, 2021

A Long Goodbye

My daughter had her first ovulation about 12 days ago. I know because it was painful.  I think she had an ovarian cyst rupture, common at first ovulation. She had no idea. 

All her life Ive rubbed her tummy when it hurt - it always worked. She was really hurting and when i was finished she fell asleep in my arms. Probably for the last time. 

I love her so much. 

Our Survival

I love the replies to scientists on twitter. Astrophysicists posit big ideas such as a universal theory of physics and people who have done no formal homework give answers in 280 characters or less and actually feel proud. Solve that and we may just have a chance. 

Put another way mastering bullshit should have been Piaget’s 5th stage of childhood development. Coupled with political correctness where ‘ everyone is entitled an opinion’ (informed or not) and the recipe for our specie’s demise stews.